I’m disgusted and angry at myself when I play CTF. I’m toxic, rude, and hateful against other players on both teams. I am hated by many, teased at because of my actions, and always getting myself muted. I need help. I don’t like being like this and want to be a better player. I am asking my fellow MCCentralers to help me in dire times. If anyone could help, I would be very happy. Have a good day!
I can't tell if you're being serious or not.. But if you are, maybe try turning your minecraft chat off for a few days through going to options then chat settings. I don't think anyone here can give you the help you want, but my advice would be to stop yourself from talking in the chat unless it is necessary.
Hey, I feel like everyone can get the same way when playing ctf. I would just cut off from chat like Aloruoz said, or if you get muted check out the rules so you can avoid from getting muted. I would just cut back from chat even though it can be hard. Or even switch game modes, like skywars. Sorry to hear this, it happens though.
slowly count from 10 to 0 when you start to have an anger outburst. heard it helps you reflect and calm down