Goodbye MCC <3

UPDATE: due to the immense support I got from everyone (thank you all <3) I have decided to not give up just yet, I will do my best to not let you down!

Hello everyone, I would just like to thank you all for the amazing times we shared on MCCentral, as my second application got denied I find myself unable to carry on and I am sorry to anyone I let down by this or by me quitting but it was too much of my life going to waste for me to be able to carry on for only another uncertainty after what was already two, it's really tragic to have nothing to show for something I worked so hard for (in my 3 months of trying for staff I have 16k, 18k, 18k mins (36 days of real time non AFK) and 523 reports as well as high activity on forums & both of the discords), so I hope you guys can understand where I am coming from by giving up :c. To the goodbye, I will miss:
Origin - Taking me in when I was a noob and helping me become a great factions player, say whatever you want about them but they are the best faction environment I have been in to date and THAT is the real reason they win, love u guys <3
Vendetta - The most fun enemy, never forget LOL but those teamfights were awesome and I have never experienced anything like that anywhere before (9 year veteran btw!), thank you for giving me that experience it was awesome
Hypnotic - Cool guy and super dedicated, I hope you accomplish what I couldn't on MCC <3
iBuy & Jpaw - both epic players and fun to talk to, be sure to pm them if you see them for a nice time, I hope all your future endeavors in MC are fruitful!
Khemo - Basically the above stuff but I got to spend more time with him, get those prac hours and become that streamer!
Jason(BeKillin) - Another user who was very supportive of me whether it was in the faction or on my journey, also a funny & caring person as well <3
FarisNyanNyan - My favorite forum friend, I wish we played the same subs so we could have spent more time together but sometimes that's how the nya rawrs. I'll miss you!
HellaCheesin - A really cool guy, if I don't quit MC I would love to play with u elsewhere!
Abar - We also have not talked much but you are a nice & fun individual as well, I hope that your staff journey goes better than mine <3
Man_in_white_van - I think he quit but he was quite pleasant in his time on MCC (despite that gameplay being so annoying omg), it's kind of embarrassing but I forgot your trade so I hope the (welding/construction?) pays off and that upward mobility it has takes u far <3
Xesteria - While that HH is never coming back and you know why, in the limited time we spent together you are really funny and ofc highly skilled in the pvp department, keep it up young man!
cultures & Khapes - Most people have a bad understanding of you because they come at u as the enemy, but as for me I appreciate everything u did for me and the epic pvp moments we shared <3
All the toxic squeakers - Yeah most people hate you right now but a lot of us were like that back then too, you'll likely grow out of it and then cringe when you realize who you were LOL (I fortunately cannot relate) but you guys certainly make it more interesting and let's face it minecraft isn't the same without you <3
_Next / SdiOnTop / 19cm - We met towards the end of my MCC lifetime but sharing a box / playing with you was very pleasant, keep working hard in everything, it will take you places!
crucifixes - Being one of my good friends and a person I could always rant to about anything, I thank you for all the times you listened to my ramblings and ik we do not really talk now but I just wanted you to know I appreciate everything, it means so much to me and I would like to still keep in touch <3
DisabledHORSE - Thank you for all the help and friendship you gave to me in my time here, you are very fun, helpful and pleasant to be around <3
Swaggle - I'm sorry I let you down mom, I really tried my best and worked so hard for it but I just couldn't make it in the end. I hope you get that well deserved promo soon, you're definitely one of or the coolest member on the team <3
KieranBoal - I may not really know him but with what he does the guy should be owner forget admin, I hope you're rewarded for all of the hard work you put into MCC!
Mistrusts - It is really sad that she left (and probably won't see this) but she was a good member and more importantly a good friend, I really missed when you were on MCC and I still will now ;[
OverReaction, magestic_cow, GorDen___, Dpazz, Wrensey, more - Thank you all for being so supportive of me on my staff journey and I am sorry for letting you down as well, your encouragement was what gave me hope after the first one and was a large part of the reason I could keep going, you're all very nice and I am sorry again, I hope we meet on other servers if I do still keep playing MC because I am sure it would be as lovely of a time there <3
ReeceFactions - While origin was my first real start to facs Reece took me in way before, this guy is really friendly to new players and I appreciate him taking me in and the fun times we had, very nice player <3
WeirdDamage/AssistedMurder - The amount of times u used to ask for fixes was tilting, but what wasn't was when you were ingame. From your impressive builds to good companionship I will miss every aspect of ur play <3
tntman, IKnowICare, kipy - very fun to play with and I will miss u a lot :c
f(reeload)tws - You may be a freeloader but you are one I would put in any of my rosters comrade, I will miss you a lot ;[
Aba and kremis - I don't know u well but from limited interaction u guys are pretty cool!
ANYONE ELSE I FORGOT TO MENTION WHO I SHOULD HAVE - I AM SORRY PLEASE COMMENT AND ILL EDIT THE POST
MCCentral - Not gonna lie here I am utterly crushed and still crying to this point (pathetic I know) but put yourself in my shoes, I'm not sure how much work people know this is but if you don't: it's a lot. Even still, I would like to thank MCC's players and the server for being a community that has existed nearly from the inception of MC if you count lavacraft (I think, sry newish player), that is a feat that almost no server can boast and it shows in the community that is present on it. It's really thanks to you, the players, that what is honestly a really good server can sustain itself like that, and it's especially great that you have allowed players to live a dream I've never been able to, that being playing on an ancient server in the modern day (as all the ones I hail from are either gone or effectively gone). I hope that in the future MCC gets a proper anticheat & full staff team (no disrespect here a lot of you guys are great I said full for a reason) because it could seriously rival almost any server.

Well gamers, I guess this is it. It may have only been 4 months but that can be such a long time can't it? It's so hard to say goodbye, I really don't want to and the reigniting of my tears as I wrote that reaffirms it but I think this really is what's best for me, if you think you can change my mind then by all means attempt to because it hurts so much but I just don't think I can do it anymore. Enough of the sapping if you've read to this point, I'll leave you with what I would like to see on MCC in a few #'s and all of you players (yes, you!) keep MCC amazing because even if you are someone like Ploq you are still part of MCC and what makes it what it is, an ancient and special community that is a treaure!!!!! <3

#MCCANTICHEAT #SWAGGLE4ADMIN #KIERAN4OWNER #BECKFORSR #LONG4DEMOTE

GOODBYE EVERYONE <3

 

I'll be logging on to give away all of my stuff probably today or tomorrow (check survival and facs for that)

 

Lol appreciate it I do think u are unfit but that ofc has nothing to do with u as a person and I separate those qualities most of the time I am sure u are nice

 

U didn't evade I was just telling u to be careful